*majcia

Oh, oh, oh... Summer. End of June went smooth.
July is working time - I will earn some money, so it's fair.

And I finally know where and when I'm going - Sparks, NV!
*Sigh*, imagine all those beautiful places, me and my camera So cool!

But, what the heck. It's almost 3 am, I'm tired and going to work tomorrow, so I better get going.

Oh. I haven't touched my camera in ages! >>

Okay, I used to like June - the end of school and other stuff, but this time it's unpleasant. Why? Because I basically messed up this year. >> Well, not like I won't get to the next class, but simply, because I was lazy and I'm not happy with marks I got. But fuck it, I can't do anything about it now... At least I can't change each one of them and few I've got to improve just make my nights sleepless. But anyways, school isn't the most important thing in my life. I got this all wrong this year and now I have what I've worked for...
Grade average: 3,3 or 3,5. In comparison with 4,9 which I had last year. But what the heck, it should get worse to get better, so even though I don't feel comfortable with all I've achieved this year, I'll get over it.
To survive. 13th June. Summer. Holidays. USA. 10 fucking months.

Phew. I think I feel better ^^

Aww...

Trees are green.
Sky is blue.
Everything's alive.
Those smelly flowers are blooming (jeez, I hate that smell).

Spring's here!

And I feel it every morning I'm running through the park.

There's this long weekend coming up.
And hell yeah - there will be House's first season marathon and I'm going to watch it!
Not to mention new season 4 episode coming on 28th...
But I think I'll find time to take some photos (finally).

God, I love spring.
I'm positive. There's no 'I hate that school, I don't want to go' (maybe because I don't let myself think about that), there's '10 months in US!' (which is still not 100% sure - at least for me, because I decided not to believe until I see confirmation on paper) plus one month (30 days to be exact) in Wyckoff, NY with my uncle, aunt and two cousins (I haven't even seen the younger one...), so if it will work out I'll finally visit NYC!
But I'd rather not to think about that beautiful and perfect plan, because it will hurt less if something goes wrong. >>

So anyway, I gotta go to bed early - there's park to run through tomorrow morning! ^^

I'm shocked. Well, just a little, but still...

When I sent Broken Dreams as a submission to *polska's DA gallery I never thought that my work will be actually submitted...


At first I saw 10 messages. Favs and comments all from Poles... So I was like - hey, what's going on? Just Poles? >> And then...ohh, no, it can't be.

Well, it is. And I'm happy, thankful and everything else

Besides that, I've been thinking and I thought it would be nice if I could feature some photos from time to time... Even though I don't feel like an expert, hehe, but what the heck, I'll try! There are many, many deviants here who aren't much appreciated and if my feature makes more (nearly few, actually ) people to look at someone's work, I'll be very satisfied.

Even if I would love to have this t-shirt:

It's just crazy to spend more on shipping than on the shipped item...

I guess I'll have to wait until I am in US...

Lately, I'm feeling kinda lonely - yeah, I'm antisocial, hehe. No, the problem is that I have 'friends', but those friends...don't have time for me. So once again I'm at home, bored, going through millions of photographs on DA. It's kinda pathetic, I know.

On the other hand I guess it's good. No one gets attached (besides me) and no one will miss me when I'm gone.
And when I'm back, I'll have a fresh start. Or will I?

The truth is that even here, I don't really have friends.
God, am I whining? Hehe, I hope not.